NeoNix’s Cave

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The night was young, and so were we
Princes and Princesses all
I have received a special invite
A ‘Secret Garden’ ball.

From every corner of the world, I bet
Came all the nobles  and princes I met.
So handsome and friendly were they
I can only stare and drool their way.

The ladies were not to be outdone
Their hair, their makeup, of course, their gowns
Attracted the men at that event
They were VERY beautiful; that’s what I meant!

The noble seated next to me,
Was so dashing, so bright,
With me alone, his time was spent
I’d never wish for this night to end!
He impressed me with his gentlemanly ways,
Oh yes, I think his name was Ace. [thanx nga pala sa token! :D]

The dancers on the dance floor, impressed me with their skills
I never knew queens could dance like that, with all their crowns and frills
Our turn soon came; we showed them all, that we can mambo to the beat
Kingdom Neutronia, [ROCK DA WORLD!] now that’s one way to greet!

The food wasn’t bad, [as compared to last year's,]
If it was, there were heads to be had.
I had scarcely finished my meal when;
They announced the royalties’ dance.

The music began, we started to waltz..
I knew we were caught unprepared
We were quite busy these past few days;
For dancing, only so much time can be spared
A very good thing it was indeed:
My left foot was spared of its demise

After the crowning [yes there was one!]
Of the Queen and King of all the young
The partying finally began.

A splash of color, here and there, was all that remains to be seen.
As we princesses mingled amongst the crowd
Red meets yellow. A touch of green.
All reveled in this world unseen.
The beat; it started to sound.

Quick movement followed. Spectacles flew,
As the frenzied dancers moved to the beat
Bedlam reigned, my hair was askew.
When will it be over? I can’t take this heat!

When all quieted down, and the crowds seem to clear,
And when I heard not a single cheer
When all movement slowed, I realized then,
Too soon, too soon, this night did end.

—-
Wa..
wala lng… ka chui nun na night.. I really REALLY enjoyed it.. Thanks
talaga JUNIORS for making our last prom a very special one.. Thanks rin
sa teachers and mancom sa pag facilitate ng event [waa.. sorry po Sir
Mancao!!]. Thanks sa Mer Allure for my hair and makeup.. sa Sheng’s sa
aking napakagandang gown, [sana akin nlng.. hahay..] I love the color
to DEATH! [kahit na hindi siya fave color ko..
cge lng. :D] Thanks rin sa parents ko sa walang sawang pag suporta sa
ako…. Uhm.. Nice effort, Neutron! We did our best, okay na iyon..
Congrats sa lahat ng nanalo.. u deserve it.. Congrats rin sa mga hindi
nanalo.. cute pa rin tayo, hehe..

Thank you Ace for making my last prom a special night! Sana maging gentleman ka rin sa next batch.. bantay ka lang. ^^

Thank you rin sa lahat ng nakasayaw ko.. Sorry nga pala kung natapakan ko kayo.

At ewan ko nalang sa mga paparazzi. Hahay. Dapat may copy ako ha! Bantay lang.

Sticks and stones are hard on bones
Aimed with angry art
Words can sting like anything
But silence breaks the heart
-nEOnIX

May bagong pastime na ako - Bomberman! More specifically, Little
Bombers Return. Up to 4 people can play… Destroy your enemies using
your bombs and collect powerups along the way! May boss battle pa…
Pero ang biggest enemy mo ay ang…

LAG.

Grabe. Gahi ang LAG! -richard

Anyway, may nangyayari daw sa Makati? Owch. Sana walang ma-[seriously] injure. Hay nako… anong klaseng mga tao ito??

Argh…
Kung mag guerra(sp??) man, at least magamit natin ang ating CAT
training (kuno! Haha!) Unfortunately, dahil IO ako, job ko magsaliksik
sa opponent. Bad. I might die. Ay hindi, may mga agents naman daw ako.
Nyahaha.

Isa! Isa! Isa Dalawa Tatlo Apat!

In other, local
news (layo man gud ta, dili nako feel na nag war na [maskin lingaw!
hehe] ) we missed the Singapore Scholarship Orientation. AMBOT NALANG.
Wala kayang time doon sa announcement… Kainis! RAWR. Maghihirap na
naman ako sa aking application, huhuhu…

Oo nga, sa mga tao out there, please promote MY sites!
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Please
sign the guestbook, or comment nlng at least! That way, I know that my
COMMUNITY SERVICE is actually helping the community, nyahaha.

BTW, may Chem Lab tayo this weekend!

Mabuhay, mga emo!
Rock da world!
XOXO
-nEOnIX

Grabeh na this! Kasaya pala talaga ng high school life.. Sadly, parang ngayon ko lang natikman. Huhu.

Last night, nilibre kami ni Ella G. sa PizzaHut. YAY! (Straight from school, too….. Lago ang aking outfit. Ngek. ) Thanks Ella, you’re the best! -heart- We wish you all the happiness in the world.. Belated Happy Birthday!

But that’s not all…. pumunta kami sa Picture City… Nagpakabuang. Later na ang pics, if I can find out a way to get them online. ^_^ Basta lingaw xa. hihihi.

Of course, because Anna was there, we went to Mango…. and tried on stuff… wee.. yay… Ang saya! Once again, nothing fit me right. ARGH. Minority pala ang body type ko.

May adventure din na nangyari today…. Si Kent… ay naligaw. AMBOT NALANG. I told him to go to Merco (kanto ng Central Park) - barely a 3minute ride in the jeep… He lives in ULAS, btw.. Imagine my surprise when I called him to check his location - nasa NCCC na siya!!

DUmaan sa DIVERSION ROAD ang jeep na nasakyan niya… ngekngekngek… Pagminamalas ka nga naman… May contest gud kami… tsktsk… Tapos, akala ko ma-late na kami kasi ang tagal ni Maam GG!! Like, paalis na kami, doon pa namin siya nakita. Of course, that was after na nag-’model’ na kami ni Kent sa palibot ng Times Square with our uniform sa kakahanap sa kanya. T_T

After the contest…. Pumunta si Boon sa Mergrande… Kami ni Kent, nag NCCC for lunch. Then Dexter appeared. Jojie. Karla. Anne T. HELP. Naka uniform ako. EW. YUCK. BLECH.

Hahay. Nagmodel na naman ako sa NCCC. Ayoko na. Marami gud masyado ang nakakita. xet.

Cge nlng. Adventure bitaw!

-nEOnIX
Mabuhay ang mga emo!
Rock da world!
XOXO

Some people have a list lying around
somewhere containing things that they want to do before they die.
Here’s one stating the things I’d like to do before I leave Pisay!
[Hey, it rhymed, and I don't know why!]

Some are impossible, others are
outrageous, and a few are just plain stupid. But whatever. These are
my goals, NOT yours.

[in no particular order]
-eat a BIG
MAC.

-be the top DL (batch)

   
>>>rank 1.5 is considered ‘top’ in my book!

-go
video-oke-ing at NCCC

-ride random jeeps…. then try to find way
back home.

-eat @ BigBys

-walk from Pisay to Ulas

-help
consume the Titanic @ BigBys

-attain normal
weight

-PAINTBALL

-attend a party with friends… the catch?
FORMAL ATTIRE. LOL.

-get stranded/lost somewhere

  >>>me and ella G. Hehe.

-get stranded/lost in the
woods

-go go-carting!

-try stuff on @ Mango

-go
jet-skiing!

-drive

-drive LEGALLY

-ROADTRIP!

-beat Chris in Naruto

-beat
Kent in Bio [ambisyosa!] [deleted. It's impossible to get a grade
higher than 1.00]

-beat Wayne in Math [deleted. same reason as
above]

-buy my first
dress

-get a 1.00 in Research

-get a
1.00 in Research AGAIN

-ACTUALLY finish Research

-get a 1.00 in PE

-get a 1.00 in P6

-get a 1.00 in M5 [tentative pa. Hapit
na!]

-get a LIFE

-NeoNix
Wish me luck!

Sci Camp. Days are over. It hit me just now: It’s my last Sci-CAMP. Or Days. Whatever.

Of the 4 Sci-whatevers that I’ve experience, this has got to be the most taxing. The subcamp designations were posted a week/weeks late, the seniors had their Pinoy Play + Research to worry about, then exams..

Only a weekend + 2 schooldays were left for preparations! The MATH-SCI were no exception - I saw them crowding over a piece of cloth which was to be the background for the stage! All the other subcamps were… well, doing their cheers, cramming their DANCES… preparing shirts, IDs, and whatnot..

I didn’t see this coming. Ah. Idiotic me. I signed up for the dance - not knowing the INTENSE CRAM session that lies ahead.

SO. In ONE day, we managed to finish it. We just HAD to finish @ 5:45pm, 5 (or 10) minutes past the deadliest curfew deadline, and just 7 seconds from a rushing torrent of rain. When we got to the academe and saw the cats and dogs falling from heaven, I was NOT pleased.

I got wet. REALLY wet. The fact that CENTRAL PARK was flooding and the wind liked to send the water right into my face didn’t help. Of course, my umbrella decided to rebel against me, and it refused to open in time to shield me from the elements. Good grief. I’m in SHIRAZ PYRKAGIA! Rain shouldn’t stop me!

And so it was on the first day of sci-whatever, I was dead tired. The shirt and ID cheered me up a bit (BRAIN of FIRE?? WTH^!#%$&!#%%@^&*$^) but I still had no energy. We crammed our cheers that very morning. Oi vay.

The morning went by in a blur, with me staring dazedly at the roof. Linus, (BEST SUBCAMP LEADER!) had ordered us to NOT fall asleep - and to try and count the metal beams overhead to prevent us from doing so. How amusing. Me and Ahmed tried it, was it wasn’t long before the early stages of drowsiness were felt. Whoops. So much for that.

Blahblah…GMOs…. blah… blather… global warming…. da limit of da fxn x as x approoches climate change iz human activity… help. I took down notes - more of a habit than anything, really - to shake my brain awake.

Manifesto making! Oh joy. More work. We sat in a CIRCLE, and had a little bonding session. WIth 7up. And jokes. Wee! Of course, we ended up getting distracted, and only 15 minutes were alloted for the actual making of the manifesto. I’m glad I contributed to it - but I wish there was more time for us to make it.

Before long, it was NATURE’S TRIBUTE (Read: Dance) time! Gah. Everyone was cramming backstage. HALP. Sazerac’s (?) number was skipped, due to technical difficulties, so we, the SHIRAZ PYRKAGIA were the 2nd presenters. No probs. Might as well get it over with!

A teensy problem: Technical difficulty. CRAP. We held our hands up for what seemed like an eternity. During our practice sessions, my arm started to feel like lead, less than halfway into the introduction. This time, it was INTRODUCTION + eternity of dead air during which the poor facilitators tried to figure out what to do next. AGH. When the music came back (FINALLY!) we started dancing. I am pissed, however, that the floor was EXCEPTIONALLY slippery. Or whatever. My "graceful" running was more like, half stumbling, half crawling. CRAAAAAAAAAAAP.

Oddly enough, we managed to bag 3rd place. WOW. We also managed to get 1st in CHEERING and OATH-MAKING. CHEM also. Talk about cramming, eh?

All in all, it was good fun. Stressful nga lang. -sigh- What’s sad is, despite the fact that it’s all over, I still have research to worry about!

………then again, there’s no hope in that as well.

-NeoNix
Brain of Fire. LOL

Ang ACET ay mahirap. NAPAKAhirap.

Ahtek. 7am pa lang, dapat nandoon ka na pala? WHoops! Akala ko gud, 7:30am. NGEK. Lucky for me, when I showed up, my name was called…… buti na lang. HAd I been detained for a moment longer, I would’ve been late!

Here’s the thing. 55 minutes for the English exam. A hundred items. Plus an essay portion.. My ^%!@^%#! pen wouldn’t write! Ang daming typo sa math exam! 5 minutes each for gen. knowledge, abstract reasoning, vocab, logical reasoning (?? maybe, I forgot if it was 5 or 10 minutes).. 25 minutes for NUMERICAL ability. Oh, how I LOATHE numerical ability.

I was pissed, to say the least. The fact that my eraser kept falling, my hands were trembling and my scratch papers were flying all over the place did not help me in the slightest. Not to mention the fact that the door suddenly slammed and gave me a heart attack. Or the fact that our proctor liked to yell out the remaining time at the most inopportune moments.

Numerical Ability, the last test, gave me a hell of a headache. It also made me realize that I am helpless without my calculator. It also made me realize that nobody would even DARE to solve such problems with only pen and paper, in this time and age. THIS IS WHY COMPUTERS WERE INVENTED, FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!

I walked out of the room in a daze. My head was swimming with numbers, and mathematical symbols which I could hardly comprehend. I made a mental note to NEVER deposit my cash in the bank for fear of interest rates. Or shop at sales. Goodness me. I must be going insane.

One consolation - VERY few found the exam easy.

-nEOnIX

Dinagdagan ko ng stanza. Yey. Feel ko pumangit siya. Oh well.

READ AT YOUR OWN RISk. BRAIN DUMP WARNING.

"You are like a math equation na hindi
ko ma-solve

kahit na si wayne siguro ay hindi pa
rin makuha

You are like my physics homework na
hindi ko pa nagets

kahit na si Kent cguro, kahit na siya
ay clueless

You are like my Research project na
laging nakakastress

pero kahit ganun pinipilit kong
intindihin, lahat ito

just like you

teka lang, wait lang, bakit ko ito
pinagiispan

i have a lab report pa naman, due pa
ito tomorrow

ay nako, Diyos ko, makakatulog pa kaya
ako?

But I can’t concentrate talaga….
kasi..

You are like my Embed Lab na lahat ay
nakakuha

pero bakit ako kahit isa ay wala paring
nagawa….?

You are like my Chem assignment na
madali naman sana

eh, bakit ko pa kasi pina ikot ikot pa

Nasisiran na ako ng ulo sa kakaisip ng
lahat

So bakit ba na nasa utak ko ikaw,

parang hindi na matanggal…..

ewan ko ba, i don’t make sense

until now, i’m so clueless

minsan gusto kitang bugbugin

kahit ganun ay palagi kitang iisipin

ay nako my brain, makinig ka naman sa
akin

You are like
my everything – lahat na nanggulo

Ng buhay, ng
life ko, masaya na ba kayo?

Ang DAMING
tanong, ‘di ko alam ang sagot

Ano ba ang
gusto niyong gagawin ko?

Hindi ako
computer, tao lng po ako

Kaya naman
pinipilit kong pagisipan ito.

Must
concentrate and contemplate,

the mysteries
of the world,

Must solve all
my problems, gotta do what i have to

Pero feel ko,
kahit na magtagumpay ako

Kahit ilang
taon pa ako magisip, kahit ilan pang millenia

I will never
ever understand you."

"

Isuckatcomposingthingsyesido.

-nEOnIX

///re-added it, even though it sucked.

Wala na. Depressed na ako. MONDAY MORNING INCIDENT + CHEM LAB + BIO LAB + EMBED + CAT + CHEM LAB pt.2 = A VERY UNHAPPY YONI.

Or an insane Yoni. Like. Super. Grabe.

READ AT YOUR OWN RIShk.

"You are like a math equation na hindi
ko ma-solve

kahit na si wayne siguro ay hindi pa
rin makuha

You are like my physics homework na
hindi ko pa nagets

kahit na si Kent cguro, kahit na siya
ay clueless

You are like my Research project na
laging nakakastress

pero kahit ganun pinipilit kong
intindihin, lahat ito

just like you

teka lang, wait lang, bakit ko ito
pinagiispan

i have a lab report pa naman, due pa
ito tomorrow

ay nako, Diyos ko, makakatulog pa kaya
ako?

But I can’t concentrate talaga….
kasi..

You are like a math equation na hindi
ko ma-solve

kahit na si wayne siguro ay hindi pa
rin makuha

You are like my physics homework na
hindi ko pa nagets

kahit na si Kent cguro, kahit na siya
ay clueless

You are like my Research project na
laging nakakastress

pero kahit ganun pinipilit kong
intindihin, lahat ito

just like you

ewan ko ba, i don’t make sense

until now, i’m so clueless

minsan gusto kitang bugbugin

kahit ganun ay palagi kitang iisipin

ay nako my brain, makinig ka naman sa
akin

You are like my Embed Lab na lahat ay
nakakuha

pero bakit ako kahit isa ay wala paring
nagawa….?

You are like my Chem assignment na
madali naman sana

eh, bakit ko pa kasi pina ikot ikot pa

Nasisiran na ako ng ulo sa kakaisip ng
lahat

So bakit ba na nasa utak ko ikaw,

parang hindi na matanggal….."

Product po yan ng insanity. Also boredom - since I reread all my previous blog entries.*

*Fine, I lied, I only read the interesting ones.

-nEOnIX

OMG! Sira ang friendster? I type "friendster.com" on my browser, and it goes all
"ERROR
The requested URL could not be retrieved.

• 
  Connection to 209.11.168.242 Failed
  

". I go to my FRIENDSTER-hosted blog, it’s fine! I click the friendster link on my blog - woah. The site’s all….. ew. Just plain text and links = LAME. Then, I clicked on "Create New Post", and Friendster’s looking good again! o.o

What the heck?

In other news…. first household ko today sa YFC… specifically, sa bahay ni Verge. YEAH! < Thanks for da food and drinks, Verge! Nabusog ako! > For once in my life, I was actually on time….. <10 minutes before, as a matter of fact!> and so, as a ‘reward’, I got to wait an hour for everyone to arrive. <Don’t get me wrong, I would’ve arrived late too, had I opted to sleep a bit longer.. :D>

So yay. Worship! Sharing! Upcoming events! I wonder how all of this will fit into my life… Specifically, Pisay life. XD I want to eradicate RESEARCH so badly right now. Source of all my troubles and worries…. -sigh-

What strikes me as weird is the fact that the deadline is staring at me in the face, and I am NOT doing anything about it.

….and the fact that my life goes on..

….and I managed to stay sane…

….despite this insane pressure…….

Sooner or later, I’ll crack, and the Yoni you know now will be lost - never to be seen or heard from again.

…

…

…

Now there’s a happy scary thought.

I theorize that my insanity/’uniqueness’ is a defense mechanism. I ‘pretend’ to be mentally ill, in the hopes that I would be spared from the rigors of Pisay life. Of course, by doing so, I AM mentally ill, just not in a matter that I wanted to portray.

..

..

My life. Is. A. Mess.

…Monday pa naman tomorrow. [I posted this on Sunday.] Wish me LUCK! And lots of it!

-nEOnIX

My creative mind isn’t cooperating with me tonight. Thus, for my essay, I shall submit my ‘The voices in my head.’ blog entry, situated 2 posts below this one.

May ADMU have mercy on my soul application.

-nEOnIX
[YHBT]